My potential release date isn’t for another 13 months (November of 2021) but for the first time I dreamt of releasing from prison. I was scared. I hate to admit that, but I was.

In the dream, I had to put on my release clothes which consisted of an outfit that was all feminine, complete with heels. My heart was racing the whole time as I understood what was waiting for me on the other side of the door.

I can’t wait to go home.

With Love
Ruth Utnage
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Ruth Utnage fka jeff 823469 C-510-2
PO Box 888
Monroe, WA. 98272

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Jeff Utnage